daddy broke his little girl's heart
worst day ever (so bad i wont even bitch about it)
do u know when u feel a certain thing about a certain someone and feel a very close bond but then u feel life is sucked out of u because of the smallest thing that this person does and cant help but feel frustrated and angry and hurt even though u dont want to.
this is what am feeling now, i met someone that i knew would change my life even without being a part of it.... but that person did a little thing that i know was their right and it hurt me a little,that person didnt break my heart,i broke it myself when i allowed my stupid pride to be affected,so what? fuck pride,right? no really FUCK IT.
my mind says pride is not always an issue,but mine hurts now like a little girl who did nothing and still got a little slap on the hand from her daddy who thought she stole the cookies from the jar,he slaps her coz he had a bad day in the office and deep down he knows that it probably wasnt her and that cookies arent a big deal but daddy still broke his little girl's heart..hell,am i making any sense?
do u know when u feel a certain thing about a certain someone and feel a very close bond but then u feel life is sucked out of u because of the smallest thing that this person does and cant help but feel frustrated and angry and hurt even though u dont want to.
this is what am feeling now, i met someone that i knew would change my life even without being a part of it.... but that person did a little thing that i know was their right and it hurt me a little,that person didnt break my heart,i broke it myself when i allowed my stupid pride to be affected,so what? fuck pride,right? no really FUCK IT.
my mind says pride is not always an issue,but mine hurts now like a little girl who did nothing and still got a little slap on the hand from her daddy who thought she stole the cookies from the jar,he slaps her coz he had a bad day in the office and deep down he knows that it probably wasnt her and that cookies arent a big deal but daddy still broke his little girl's heart..hell,am i making any sense?
posted by strawberry | 1:42 AM
6 Comments:
Yes, ur making perfect sense : )
I just came across ur blog, it's very nice so plz keep up the interesting posts! : )
Think i've been there already or maybe am actually still inthere.. it might be something that person did or even did not, might be a very simple & naive thing but still. looks like getting one's expectations too high is one of the worst things to do in life, especially with sensitive souls..
It's been a while...
Where are ya?
Dear, why aren't you blogging anymore?
You know, I could have written your posts about your ex. I lived there for about 6 months last year and got involved with an egy guy. Well, needless to say, I picked the WRONG guy. It was a horrible (more than your imagination could ever conceive) and made the HUGE mistake of talking to him again. I feel broken and used all over again. WE ARE BETTER THAN THIS! Sa7?? I'm coming back to Cairo in April...if you want to meet up for a drink or some chocolate (hehe), let me know. :)
sure stephanie...my email is sin.strawberry@googlemail.com...just let me know before u make it to egypt:-)
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