being an egyptian girl

life of an egyptian girl with an open mind, a huge set of dreams and not enough space to realize them,am I pessimistic? NO do i hate my country? HELL NO consider this a ventilation spot for me and other amazing yet frustrated egyptain women of my generation,so let it out girls.

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Monday, July 16, 2007

daddy broke his little girl's heart

worst day ever (so bad i wont even bitch about it)

do u know when u feel a certain thing about a certain someone and feel a very close bond but then u feel life is sucked out of u because of the smallest thing that this person does and cant help but feel frustrated and angry and hurt even though u dont want to.

this is what am feeling now, i met someone that i knew would change my life even without being a part of it.... but that person did a little thing that i know was their right and it hurt me a little,that person didnt break my heart,i broke it myself when i allowed my stupid pride to be affected,so what? fuck pride,right? no really FUCK IT.

my mind says pride is not always an issue,but mine hurts now like a little girl who did nothing and still got a little slap on the hand from her daddy who thought she stole the cookies from the jar,he slaps her coz he had a bad day in the office and deep down he knows that it probably wasnt her and that cookies arent a big deal but daddy still broke his little girl's heart..hell,am i making any sense?