When you are sorry for being sorry

I am sorry for the way things went...for the what I said

for what I have done.

for being the friend when I should have been the lover.

for being the lover when I should have been the friend.

for being upset when u I should not have been.

for not being upset when I clearly should have.

for crying in your arms when I should have walked away.

for loving you when I should have left.

for allowing strike one,two,three and four.

for allowing you to fail in front of my eyes.

for respecting and honoring things you never honored.

for having faith.

for having hope.

for dreaming.

I apologize for words said,emotions conveyed, and intimacies created.

I am sorry for sticking up for you when I should have turned away.

I apologize for what I was and for what I became.

I apologize for every touch,smile and heartflutter.

I apologize for the secrets I kept for you

I apologize for being the safe haven,your shelter from the storms.

I apologize for braving storms for you even when I was as fragile as a tiny twig.

I apologize for me being me and you being you.

I am sorry for being sorry for someone you should never be sorry for.

I apologize and I rest my case.A lost one.My very first losing case.

I am sorry but I will stop apologizing.

sorry